An Apology

“SORRY”
—
Sorry for the loss
of a love so true.
Sorry for the life that
I should have spent
with you.
Sorry for the days
when I could think,
it could have been us,
…sharing joy and laughter,
…pains and sorrows.
Sorry for the times
that we could have spent
traveling the world,
…discovering places
and things between us.
Sorry for the chances
that we had missed
saving you and me
for the sake of ‘us’.
Sorry for the future
that we once dreamed of,
but could never ever
happen anymore.
Sorry for the fact
that you lose me
and I you—
—and I couldn’t even do
anything about that.
Sorry because no matter
how we walk on
the same road,
we still see
a lot of crossroads.
Sorry for the reality
that I am actually okay
about all these—
—does that make me bad?
Sorry…
…for this lifetime
is no longer ours to keep.