Read between the lines

“I came back. And I am here not because I want to ask you to put me back into your life. Today, I came back because I need to hear something from you, and I don’t want another stack of lies to save me from falling apart. Hurt me if you have to. Hurt me with the truth. That’s the only thing I want to carry with me when I go home. I just want to understand why you stop showing up when we’ve known each other for so long. I don’t understand how quick it was for your heart to change when you used to love me for years. I want to know where I went wrong, what things I gave more, and what made you change your mind. I want to hear my what are my mistakes, my shortages, and my being-too-much
I want to know if there’s someone else, or you just fell out. I want to know why you stopped choosing me when all I ever did was plan my upcoming days with you.
I tried so hard to connect everything, but I still don’t get it. Still, I don’t understand. I don’t know why loving you this much made you want to stop loving me in return.
I just want to hear how it all happened because I can’t give myself the reasons why. Help me understand because just like you, I want to go on with my life like nothing has ever happened.
Just like you, I want to fall out of love too.
It’s just that———I don’t know how.”

Am still stuck here where you said goodbye… 💔